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hey

Please get well 

STOP DEHUMANIZING ME 

REMEMBER ME the only person who's stood by you through EVERYTHING  

your best friend lover and the woman you asked to marry you.

stop making up who I am and fucking remember.

get off the drugs they are eating your entire life. you always told me to push the junkies out the door smack them slam the door tell them to get the fuck out. 

well Chris I won't do you worse then anyone else I've known because I love you. you've literally killed me watching you become this monster this addict this junkie my heart my life nothing will ever be right again.

I don't forgive you.

but I love you. and I'll always be here.

but I need you well  

because YOU need you well.

stop choosing people who want you unwell 



 


someday my pain will mark you 
someday my pain will bring you to your knees 
this games stars you  this game of life. the story's all over you yet you can't find a clue 
what might have been lost any other way king
god dammit 


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